Airfence is owned, maintained, and will stay at BHF permanently for all orgs to use.
As far as losing trust, yeah. Think we're all right there with you.
However, I have talked to Bob Blandford - personally - and I know that it wasn't an easy decision for him to make. Car clubs have more money, tracks want to make more money. Back in 2006 I could rent Autobahn for $6 grand, another two grand for corner workers and an ambulance.
Today's price? Yeah, good luck. (I actually first found NESBA when I called to rent the track at Autobahn for me and my buddies to use one weekend).
CCS even started struggling - this isn't a NESBA only thing. STT has NO Blackhawk dates on the calendar (yet, I'll probably be fighting them for one here soon).
Putnam started becoming harder to rent a couple years ago, dates started getting harder to find. There's more car clubs and private motorcycle organizations like Ducati Indy, the Corvette Club, and the Porsche club, who can afford a one-off weekend for their clientele to enjoy their expensive toys.
NESBA has historically been, in the past, a responsive organization. I remember back in 2010, I fought like hell to get an Autobahn weekend on the midwest schedule - they were all snapped up by STT in one big fell swoop. I must have put 15 calls in to Blume asking about it. We finally got one arranged, but I got injured before I could enjoy it.
The "behind closed doors" feeling that most members have is because most members are casual riders who pick up an occasional weekend. I'm just a member, but I've eaten breakfast, lunch, and dinner with directors, and they're just normal people like me and you. There's no grand conspiracy. Maybe got a little too big in the britches at a bad time in the economy. But nothing diabolical. Just unfortunate luck and timing.